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Tuesday 25 December 2012

Assalammualaikum
dear diary
this week is the match point for person who we called as student.
dah nak habis dah satu sem dekat uitm ni... how fast time running right?
everything that i called life, i have been learn here
ada gembira
ada sedih
ada kecewa
ada rindu
ada takut
ada semangat
ada kekuatan
ada kekurangan
life is never perfect when we have to go around just like a tyre
sometime we goes up, sometime we goes down
but on what type of tyre? we are dicided it by our ownself.
its will become worst when we choose to be on lorry's tyre which more difficult to piggey the heavy things then a bicycle's tyre which much better.
dekat sni sya blaja untuk mengenali, menghormati, dan menyayangi org
menyukai org mmg satu yg mengembirakan tp bila kita tau hakikat disebaliknya sngat memedihkan untuk kita menerima but then i try to let him go.
as for me if u thinked she can care bout u, can understand u, can share your problem n be with u when u are happy or crying .ok then ill let u go to her
even she is my friend n i would not figth with her because i know i will lose because both of you are means together while i'm just like a parasite between both of you. dear mr.A if i could say that i like u and i want to know u better, i wish that oneday i could be someone special for u... but i didn't get start it yet i already lost u. how frustated im. but its ok i will still pray for your happiness 
klu ada jodoh xkan kemana kan. ill wait for u  
for my dear friend i hope u will care him for me as well.
we will be friend forever in shaa allah :)
ill let him go to u and i would step back from now on.
hopes you guys happy
for now i want to focus just on my study
i need to struggle for my final
i need to throw all of useless things on my mind.
im realy sorry if i had done someting wrong to all my friends.
pray for me ok :)
FIGHTING!!!

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